I am over 15 months sober and still happy. My foundation from Awakenings is rock solid and unwavering. If you are struggling, call them. Surrender to people who love what they do and want nothing but to help you heal. You are worth it. You are lovable. I send them updated often of my journey and still receive encouragement and love. The phone is heavy, but is it heavier then the misery and hopelessness? I pray you find your answer. Bless you! Amy F. (via Yelp)